Consultation Rescheduled

Well, Jay & I were suppose to go for my surgery consultation tomorrow, January 27, 2010.  The automated system even called me last night to confirm and remind me of my upcoming appointment and also explained if I needed to reschedule to phone the office during office hours. 

No. I don't need to reschedule.  I want to get this done and over with so I have a healthier reproductive system/monthly cycle, get rid of those nasty bad (could turn into cancerous) cells.  Then hopefully make some progress on conceiving another child.  We're good.  Jay was suppose to be at a three day retreat returning in time for my consultation, got permission from the bishop to leave early - as if he really needs permission.  Then because of the winter storm, turn into blizzard, the retreat was postponed till next week, Mon., Feb. 1st - Wed., Feb. 3rd.  Which could present a conundrum because I was originally told the surgery would be Feb. 1st or 8th. 

I was also trying to figure out if I could postpone the surgery till the 15th because I was suppose to be delivering papers till the 12th.  Well, I got excellent news yesterday that they have found a replacement carrier that wants to start Feb. 1st.  Great.  If need be I can have my surgery on Feb. 1st if the doctor has an opening. 

Then the phone rang this morning.  It was my doctor's secretary/receptionist.  Apparently, my doctor needs to reschedule my consultation.  To be honest, I was a little upset, but she was originally on vacation this week and had to get some appointments in.  Well, apparently her surgery schedule is light on Feb. 1st so she is moving some of her appointments to, yes you guessed it Mon., Feb. 1st.  You know when my husband is suppose to be at a retreat 3 1/2 hours away.  They moved my appointment to Feb. 1st at 2:00 p.m. I asked if she had any other times, but of course not for a few weeks, and she would like to see me sooner than later. 

So, either Jay is not meant to go to this retreat and leave his family for three days or he's not meant to go to the consultation.  It's a sign, a sign of what I'm not sure.  And now I have to wait to discuss what options will be available and what the doctor recommends until Mon., Feb. 1st.  I'm hoping she will be supportive and understand why I am not ready to give up on having another child.  I miss my OB/GYN back home.