It has been such a long time since I have been here. I read my last post and realize how much I failed with my goal. I think it took a backburner when our family arrangements changed.
Long story short – my hubby and I are not living in the same house, not even the same state, which makes for trying to conceive IMPOSSIBLE. In September, the children and I went to Ohio for an education vacation and we are still here. Needless to say, I haven’t even focused on the weight battle to help improve my health and hopefully my fertility.
Since my hubby and I aren’t physically together, in October and November I didn’t expect anything but my monthly visitor and when it arrived I was not disappointed because there wasn’t any thread of a chance of being pregnant. My husband was here for a visit in November and believe it or not it my monthly visitor was cooperative and it could have happened. Unfortunately, it didn’t so when my monthly visitor recently arrived all those emotions and disappointments consumed me.
Last month I visited my old doc for my annual. A year ago I was diagnosed with Simply Hyperplasia without atypia and then in Feb. ‘09 I had a D&C to rid the bad uterine tissue. Since it has been six months since my surgery, she wanted to do another uterine biopsy and ultrasound. YAY!! The uterine lining is healthy – not too thick and no bad cells. Well, with that said, the doctor here – who I so adore because she is wonderful and completely understands my history – has decided it is best to put me on birth control to help sustain a healthy uterine lining. So, until my hubby and I are back together when we can aggressively try to conceive, I will be on birth control to help maintain a healthy thin uterine lining.
Maybe I should revamp that goal and still try to attain it! Losing weight and exercising is a win win situation regardless. Okay, so here is my new goal. To lose 10% of my current body weight in six months. So, between now and June 5, 2011 I will focus on losing weight and exercising – in one form or another – everyday.